a wish.

i wish to feel smaller under your sheets
i wish for the whole truth every time you speak
& i'm thinking bout how you care half as much for me
as i watch you arise, smoke cigarettes, sleep

& i guess it doesn't matter what i say or what i seem
you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
ygnoring me the morning after isn't enough
& i swear i'm gonna cry, i'm sick of trying to be tough

& my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
& your heart is gonna tear mine away

& i wish to feel smaller under your hands
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants
& i'm thinking bout how you care half as much for me
as you lift up my shirt after asking politely

& i guess it doesn't matter what i am or pretend to be
cause it's her you'll always love
& it's her i'll always envy
wanna end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up
& i swear i'm gonna cry, i'm sick of trying to be tough

& my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
& your heart is gonna tear mine away

& it's hard to find what i want
when it's buried beneath the biggest rock
i could pay lots of money to help lift it with machines
but i'm not sure you'd cooperate, not sure you'd come clean

& i wish to feel smaller under your sheets
i wish for the whole truth every time you speak
& i'm thinking bout how you care half as much for me
as i watch you arise, smoke cigarettes, sleep

& i guess it doesn't matter what i say or what i seem
you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
& i swear i'm gonna cry, i'm sick of trying to be tough
yeah i swear i'm gonna cry, i'm sick of trying to be tough

& my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
& your heart is gonna tear mine away
is gonna tear mine away

gregory & the hawk
(youtub)